Lost

 Juni

Somethingn different with my self

I don't know what is it

I just feel back to my self before muslimah

I back to lazy, to pray, to help moter clean up plate, reading qur'an

I like lost my self that I change before

Perlahan, I try to restore my self.

May be I am emotional burn out and need to tak a rest for a time

Sepertinya ini bagian terburuk dari diri gue sih. Gue ngerasa hopeless.

First, gue berdoa tiap hari, ngaji tapi Allah belum juga ngabulin doa gue

Sampe akhirnya gue mikir, Allah sayang gak sih ? Kapan doa gue terkabul ??

Astaghfirullah

KUliah gue juga mulai ngga jelas